You're really funny. You've found a really good way to display your hidden egotistical attitudes here. I enjoy it. I just feel sorry for you, running around like a pack of dogs. My biggest loss would be deleting the game and leaving. But when your character gets banned, that's when you might really need some psychological help.
And I have to say, I've seen plenty of people cry when they get banned; you can find examples on the forum.